Do I have a soul?

I don't think I have a soul. I cannot feel love, empathy, or sympathy, and most tell me that I am a self-absorbed little *****, and they are probably right. Also, I do not care about anything because I am afraid that if I lose it I won't be able to deal with it and either go insane or kill myself, but what makes me think I am soulless is the fact that I cannot change these things. I try to love and be sympathetic, and trust, but I am so scared of them that I can't. I also can't feel emotion. So, do I have a soul or not?